Living as a Conduit

I realized I am a conduit. When I interact with people I don't absorb their emotions, but sense them and then dish them back out. In every aspect I am a conduit and things must have immediate application. Anything that can stagnant on me doesn't work and is deadly and must be removed. I'm talking about everything. Take reading a book. I need to read and then type out the book word-for-word or at the very least read it out loud to have that world flow through me. I like being that conduit. I preferably like to read my own work because I trust the author. I retyped by mexico SPTC journals and relived that world process. Utterly amazing! Loved it. So much fun. It's strange that by experiencing something, letting it flow through you and sending it back out, you experience most fully, much more fully than be clinging to the experience and/or trying to save it! I have IMMENSE gratitude for Dr. Pereira, Laura Vick, and all the amazing leaders who generously worked hard for me to have so many exhilarating, cultural, educational experiences.